These few days i feel very stuffed up...i don't really know how to relief these anxiety within me...what's wrong i tell myself...but there's no reply yet...all i do is to hurl up in bed and sigh to myself...my work is piling up but why am i not doing anything..instead i stood dumb in my room...why am i doing this to myself? my best secondary pal gave me a PPT slide and i realize what is actually making feel this way...i realize i insulted myself to much and never did i loved it..
but now i still don't love myself..
its frustrating
very annoying
but...
i really feel so small..
sick..
tired..
anxious..
why did i do this?
its been a long time since i let out my frustrations...
but in the end...
i still need to put on the mask
to please.......~ -.-
but now i still don't love myself..
its frustrating
very annoying
but...
i really feel so small..
sick..
tired..
anxious..
why did i do this?
its been a long time since i let out my frustrations...
but in the end...
i still need to put on the mask
to please.......~ -.-
