I feel insanely undisturbed by the fact they are here....maybe i'm numb-ed by the noobs... i just feel lousy...who cares...i tried not to care but i always turn back....i'm missing those good old days...when it wasn't "OVER-RATED".

I really don't want to say goodbye.....i want you to stay...do you know how much i cried for you....the tears....the heartache.....i love you please....do you know how many times i have repeated your last perf?????? it makes me tear up badly.....how can i not miss you?????? i wanted so much to close to you...but was pushed away....just give me one more chance please...........i really feel like dying now.........but my death won't make any difference...please......please....just one more chance...............please........oh my god im seriously at brink of nervous breakdown now.......I NEED YOU

How i wish time can be turned back..just like it used to be..happy..smiling..angels..laughter and excitement... how i wish u would never turn your backs to me...i miss you guys...i don't want to hear anything else...i just want you back..what can i do to make it better? what can i say? what can reach for? now the future seems lifeless without you guys...i lived for you..please don't go~

NOW IM BACK TO MY ULTRA ULTRA BUSY SCHEDULE!!!!!!! KALYISAH JUST DIED TODAY DUE TO OPENING OF ALBUMS!!!!!!

ALL I GOTTA CONCLUDE NOW IS THAT THIS YEAR ALL THE ALBUMS ARRIVED TO HANDS HAVE PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!! MY RAIN ALBUM(SAD TANGO) TILL NOW CANT BE OPEN BECAUSE THE STUPID PERSON DID NOT OPEN THE ELECTRONIC ALARM THINGY FOR ME BECAUSE HE WAS PANICKING AS HE GAVE ME A WRONG POSTER!! INSTEAD OF FREEWAY POSTER HE GAVE ME RAINISM!! SO I OPT FOR GAGA POSTER INSTEAD WHICH WAS AWESOME!! BECAUSE I WAS CHEATED AT HMV AND DID NOT GET THE POSTER!!! THEN ANOTHER THING I NEARLY TORE MBLAQ ALBUM BECAUSE IT WAS COMPLICATED!!! AND 4MINUTE'S TOO!!!! THEN WHEN OPENED SHINEE'S ALBUM IT GOT WORSE!!!!! THE WHOLE ALBUM WAS TUMBLING AND VERY FLIMSY!!!! BLOODY IRRITATING!!! THE MOST PROPER ONE WAS MC MONG'S HUMANIMAL...RAIN FREEWAY...BRITNEY BLACKOUT..BEAST AND U KISS!!!!!
IS THIS THE TELL TALE SIGNS OF THE CURSE OF THE NOOBS WAVE!!!!!!! I SWEAR ITS DRIVING ME TO AN EARLY GRAVE!!!!!!! I FEEL FUCKED UP!!!!!
CA YOU ALL NOOBS JUST FUCK OFF AND GO TO YOUR TAIWAN OR MALAY ARTISTES!!!!!! JUST GET YOUR EFFING FILTHY HANDS OFF MY KPOP ARTISTES!!!
SERIOUSLY U GUYS ARE A PEST!!!! NOW THE CURSE IS HERE BECAUSE OF U SHITHEADS!!!!!