I really don't want to say goodbye.....i want you to stay...do you know how much i cried for you....the tears....the heartache.....i love you please....do you know how many times i have repeated your last perf?????? it makes me tear up badly.....how can i not miss you?????? i wanted so much to close to you...but was pushed away....just give me one more chance please...........i really feel like dying now.........but my death won't make any difference...please......please....just one more chance...............please........oh my god im seriously at brink of nervous breakdown now.......I NEED YOU