Sometimes i wish i had something to numb myself with so that i don't get feelings~ i wish a puff of cigarette would solve all my problems~ welcome to my life hur?

After so long im back!>< neglected u hur? Well... here i go~ My life is getting kindda interesting nowadays.. getting oppotunities to go to the United States for 3 bloody weeks! Wicked hur? hahas! but good things always comes to and end~ its not just happiness but there is alot of stuffs going on~ But.. i shall be optimistic^^
Talk to mom about overseas studies in the US.. she was positive about it so... maybe i will be back there doing my degree in Early Childhood Education hur? It would be FREAKING WICKED!!!!~~ yeahehehe^^ I have to go through alot before i can actually be there again~ I really want to work in Linn County Child Dev Centre! Im in love with that place after my week of attachment there! The kids impressed me with their ability to be independent at such a young age which is 3 yrs old! Gosh! i wish i had more time there~ A week flew like winds blowing a dandelion(i don't really know what im talking about but u get what i mean) there is alot to write but im plain lazy as usual~ so shall try to update soon aite^^ weeehoooo~