Now My Life Starts To Crumble Piece By Piece..Its Like A Slow Death..

2010-10-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wish i had something to numb myself with so that i don't get feelings~ i wish a puff of cigarette would solve all my problems~ welcome to my life hur?

2010-10-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

After so long im back!>< neglected u hur? Well... here i go~ My life is getting kindda interesting nowadays.. getting oppotunities to go to the United States for 3 bloody weeks! Wicked hur? hahas! but good things always comes to and end~ its not just happiness but there is alot of stuffs going on~ But.. i shall be optimistic^^
Talk to mom about overseas studies in the US.. she was positive about it so... maybe i will be back there doing my degree in Early Childhood Education hur? It would be FREAKING WICKED!!!!~~ yeahehehe^^ I have to go through alot before i can actually be there again~ I really want to work in Linn County Child Dev Centre! Im in love with that place after my week of attachment there! The kids impressed me with their ability to be independent at such a young age which is 3 yrs old! Gosh! i wish i had more time there~ A week flew like winds blowing a dandelion(i don't really know what im talking about but u get what i mean) there is alot to write but im plain lazy as usual~ so shall try to update soon aite^^ weeehoooo~

2010-04-17T21:09:00.003+08:00

Im so disturbed and paranoid these days...im not myself now...i used to laugh...i used to smile freely..but now i don't feel like doing those actions anymore...i feel hurt...i feel very vulnerable...i feel fragile...i feel like i can breakdown anytime soon.. i feel so much hate coming out from my heart...i swear i could die of drowning in my tears..i don't feel needed...i don't feel wanted...i don't feel appreciated...i feel so fake...where is *ME? where is my true self? where am i? i need it back...i want to do something...i have this urge...i have this feeling...i feel pathetic...is crying all i can do?? is being moony all i can do?? is waiting for answers all i can do?? i feel lost in myself...there's an alien in me...who are you? who am i? i lay down in the edge...i see my whole life in rewind...i falling...im drowning..i hear myself calling...is it better or is it worse...always sitting in reverse..it's just like we are going backwards..i know where i want this to go..tried to go fast...but go slow..i don't wanna crash...

2010-04-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

IM SOOO FUCKING NEEERRRVOUS TILLL I CCCAAANNN DDDIIEEEEE!!!!!! IM LIKE RANSACKING MY BLOODY CLOSET AND SURE IS THAT THERE ARE STRONG PPL IN THE COMPETITION!!! I THINK I WON"T EVEN DREAM OF WINNING..... GOSH!!!!

2010-04-09T18:20:00.002+08:00

HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I DRESS UP AS HIM!!!!!!! HE"S LIKE TOO PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!! AIYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!! GOING CCCCRRRRAAAZZZYYYYY~~~~~~~~~I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK AND MY OLD GOTHIC FASHION STUFFS!!!!!

2010-04-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

YEAH THE FUCK WORD DOESNT HURT ANYBODY!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!! AWESOME!! THE ONLY SHOW THAT UNDERSTANDS!! HAHHAHA!!

2010-04-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

THEORY OF MY STUDIES.....2.3+3.0=5.3 divided by 2....= cumulative GPA 2.6.....what a shameful gpa...why the fuck i never studied harder for my first term...im feeling freakishly shitty...

2010-03-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

2010-03-28T21:27:00.005+08:00

I THANK GOD THE HAIR WAS A WIG!!! OR I WILL PROBABLY DROP DEAD!!! SSSSSMMMMMEEEEEXXXYYY HHHOOTT ISN'T HE?????? CANT WAIT!!! APRIL 1ST!!!!!! see yya babey!!!!

2010-03-28T21:24:00.001+08:00

Just finish painting my smexxy room...hahahahaha!!! I love love it^^ weee(((::

2010-03-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

Thank you.....scheisse im shaking and crying!!!! JAY!! JIYONG hwaiting!!! IM HAPPY TODAY!! NO MORE CHARGES AND WAITING!

2010-03-15T21:39:00.008+08:00

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oh my oh my.......im melting.........thank u sucker!!! i got the ALBUM THAT I WANTED!!!!

2010-03-13T22:28:00.001+08:00

IM LAUGHING AT MYSELF NOW!!!!! I ADORE AND HATE MY HAIR AT THE SAME TIME AS MY FAMILY NOW CALLS ME DORA THE EXPLORER!!!! AMIGOS!!!!

2010-03-13T19:24:00.001+08:00

She' back!!! told you she has no dick!!! biatch! trust is like a mirror...we can fix it after its broken...BUT!! we still can see through the cracks of the MOTHERFUCKA!!!! awesome quote!!!!!!!!! love gaga for life!!!!!!!!

2010-03-13T01:07:00.004+08:00

Laugh all u wan!!!! hahahahhaha!!! beacause im laughin at myself too!!!! absolut dumm!!! muahahahhaha!! dun focus on me but focus on my body scrubber!!! yes im in the toilet cam whoring!!! who doesn't?? or is it just me?? muahahahahahahhaha!!!!!

2010-03-11T21:12:00.005+08:00

should i?? or should not?? cut?? this?? but my sis wan me to do a straight bangs and rebond...the weather really make me want to do a short style...hmms... of cos rihanna looks hot because she is already gorgeous...hmmmss...should i just highlight?? arrrggghhhh!!!! i want new clothes too!!!! shitzer!!!!

2010-03-08T18:06:00.001+08:00

IM NOW AN OFFICIAL KEV JUMBA FAN!!!! IM CRAZY!!!!

2010-03-08T17:27:00.002+08:00

MISSED HER ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GLAD SHE'S HERE.....THNKS MONG-IE AH^^

EXAMS IS FRYING ALL MY BRAIN CELLS...THANK GOD THERE IS SIY UNNIE AND MONG-IE TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND CALM!

2010-03-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

SEXAY!!!!!!!!SEXAY!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-07T01:53:00.009+08:00

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AND YES BIATCH YOU ARE AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE WATCH THIS BUTT UGLY MONSTER WHO DISCRIMINATES BRITNEY WHO IS LEGEND !!!!!!

FUCK BIATCH!!!!!!! ABSOLUT PEINLISCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-02T00:29:00.005+08:00

OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH WWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT MY MOTHEREFFIN GAGA HEARTBEATS!!!!IM LIKE OH SOO FUCKIN FEELING LIKE A LUCKY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHH HHHEEEEHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY EARS LOOK AWESOME BECAUSE OF GAGA!!!!!!!!!!! WWEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOO HAAPPPYYYY I COULD DIE!!!!

2010-02-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

*IM SO PROUD OF THE BOYCOTTING FANS!!!!!!!!*
IF JAE IS NO MORE SO IS 2PM.....

2010-02-27T23:03:00.003+08:00

Ooooohhhhhhh wwwwwoooooooooo!!!!!!!! he's fucking prettier than you fugly skunks who keep judging people w/o looking at your fugly self!!!!!!!!!! *GAYS AREN'T DISEASE...PEOPLE WHO ARE PARANOID OR SCARED OF THEM HAVE THE DISEASE!!! SICKOS!!!! HAVE A CHECKUP!!!*

Gays are also humans...they need to be understood...they don't choose to be like this...its their nature...their lifestory...don't talk about them as if u know them... just mind ur own thing and F**k off will ya??

PS: HAZZY SUCKER THANK YOU FOR THE POST!!! I KNOW U MISS ME!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-15T01:56:00.001+08:00

THE ONLY THING THAT HAS KEPT ME FLOATING...
"i will never forget the past..but its killing me slowly"

2010-02-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since i had the time to blog....but this entry isn't going to be a joyful opening..... we have lost one of our legends of fashion....the great sir ALEXANDER MCQUEEN.... i dedicate this post to you....your fashion has always been an inspirations to us... its really sad that you have gone too soon........BUT THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE AMAZING FASHION YOU HAVE CREATED..... MAY YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MOTHER'S SOUL REST IN PEACE.....

2010-01-31T02:41:00.003+08:00

I feel insanely undisturbed by the fact they are here....maybe i'm numb-ed by the noobs... i just feel lousy...who cares...i tried not to care but i always turn back....i'm missing those good old days...when it wasn't "OVER-RATED".

2010-01-12T00:13:00.003+08:00

I really don't want to say goodbye.....i want you to stay...do you know how much i cried for you....the tears....the heartache.....i love you please....do you know how many times i have repeated your last perf?????? it makes me tear up badly.....how can i not miss you?????? i wanted so much to close to you...but was pushed away....just give me one more chance please...........i really feel like dying now.........but my death won't make any difference...please......please....just one more chance...............please........oh my god im seriously at brink of nervous breakdown now.......I NEED YOU

2010-01-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

How i wish time can be turned back..just like it used to be..happy..smiling..angels..laughter and excitement... how i wish u would never turn your backs to me...i miss you guys...i don't want to hear anything else...i just want you back..what can i do to make it better? what can i say? what can reach for? now the future seems lifeless without you guys...i lived for you..please don't go~

2010-01-05T18:37:00.001+08:00

NOW IM BACK TO MY ULTRA ULTRA BUSY SCHEDULE!!!!!!! KALYISAH JUST DIED TODAY DUE TO OPENING OF ALBUMS!!!!!!

2010-01-05T18:21:00.003+08:00

ALL I GOTTA CONCLUDE NOW IS THAT THIS YEAR ALL THE ALBUMS ARRIVED TO HANDS HAVE PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!! MY RAIN ALBUM(SAD TANGO) TILL NOW CANT BE OPEN BECAUSE THE STUPID PERSON DID NOT OPEN THE ELECTRONIC ALARM THINGY FOR ME BECAUSE HE WAS PANICKING AS HE GAVE ME A WRONG POSTER!! INSTEAD OF FREEWAY POSTER HE GAVE ME RAINISM!! SO I OPT FOR GAGA POSTER INSTEAD WHICH WAS AWESOME!! BECAUSE I WAS CHEATED AT HMV AND DID NOT GET THE POSTER!!! THEN ANOTHER THING I NEARLY TORE MBLAQ ALBUM BECAUSE IT WAS COMPLICATED!!! AND 4MINUTE'S TOO!!!! THEN WHEN OPENED SHINEE'S ALBUM IT GOT WORSE!!!!! THE WHOLE ALBUM WAS TUMBLING AND VERY FLIMSY!!!! BLOODY IRRITATING!!! THE MOST PROPER ONE WAS MC MONG'S HUMANIMAL...RAIN FREEWAY...BRITNEY BLACKOUT..BEAST AND U KISS!!!!!
IS THIS THE TELL TALE SIGNS OF THE CURSE OF THE NOOBS WAVE!!!!!!! I SWEAR ITS DRIVING ME TO AN EARLY GRAVE!!!!!!! I FEEL FUCKED UP!!!!!
CA YOU ALL NOOBS JUST FUCK OFF AND GO TO YOUR TAIWAN OR MALAY ARTISTES!!!!!! JUST GET YOUR EFFING FILTHY HANDS OFF MY KPOP ARTISTES!!!
SERIOUSLY U GUYS ARE A PEST!!!! NOW THE CURSE IS HERE BECAUSE OF U SHITHEADS!!!!!

2009-12-31T19:21:00.004+08:00

I LOVE SHOES AND CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT!!!! AND I HATE MY SIS FOR BUYING THE BABY PHAT!!! BUT MY BRO IN LAW SHOES IS ALSO FUCKING HAWT!!!!! MY SIS IS A SIZE 7 IM A SIZE 9!!!! ARRRGGGHHH!!! BUT MY BRO IN LAW'S IS A PERFECT FIT^^ HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!!

2009-12-31T17:23:00.009+08:00

IM PROUD OF THE HARD HARD WORK!!!

2009-12-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

which one should i get...........

2009-12-26T20:46:00.005+08:00

i will always keep in faith..i will always be a CASSIOPEIAN no matter what happens...
JaeYooSu hold on tight....HoMin please keep your promise....Brothers for life....
ILY guys........HAPPY 6TH anniversary..... and more to come~
BREAKOUT for that evil man....when you guys are strong we'll be stronger..
I want to see you guys embracing us CASSIES again on stage.....HWAITING!!!!!!!!

2009-12-22T23:15:00.014+08:00

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iiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooo iiiiiiiiinnnnn aaaaaa

DILEMMA!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH ONE!!!!

of course i love the first shoe the fuckin most!!! But.. its a 2010 collection
man!!!!!!!!!!!! should i wait???
Jeremy scotts cost 300...yums cost 150 ...if i buy 1 jeremy i can get two yums!!!!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

I WANT YOU TO STAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll update soon as i promised! hyewon thnks for editing my mixpod...and soon... i will update my trip^^

2009-12-06T00:11:00.005+08:00

The children event was FRIGGIN AWESOME I GET TO DRESS UP CRAZILY!!!!! I WANNA MIGRATE!!!

2009-12-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO MIGRATE BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-05T22:49:00.005+08:00

WWWWWOOOAHHHHHH!!!! WE GOT THE FAME MONSTER HOT FROM THE BOX!!!!!!!!! RRRARARARARA ROMAMAMA GAGGAGAGA OH LALLALALLALA!!!!!!
YOSH AH!!!!
But there was a BIG accident!!! while we were waiting for our drinks to be served by this new waiter at pizza hut......guess what happened???
she spilled 5 glasses of pepsi onto daniel and his precious newly bought ALBUM!!!
The funny thing is..... Dan wasn't mad for the accident and his pants being wet and sticky but his precious ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!
Dan was really really like a lost child and he was really restless and at last he went and called the manager who was super uber nice to us^^ he was like i understand what you are going through sir..i will replace your album witha new one^^ Dan was relieved...if he did not get the replacement im sure the world would end!!! hahhaha!! seriously he won't eat in peace if he didn't get his album!!! i was pretty shock...but i guess i know how Dan feels...i would die if the pepsi were to be spilled onto my precious albums...
But the pizza hut people were damn freakin concern and very nice to us..
NO SERVICE CHARGE!!! lols!!!
but the funny thing is that when the album have not arrived when we were leaving the place.. one of the waiter colleagues said..."where is she?? why is she taking so long to get the album?" another colleague said.." maybe she fall and died!!" muahaahhaa! it mat seem bad but i really found it funny! guess she's not in good terms with them!! lols! funny!
After the incident i went on a shopping blast!!! i found my favorite shop and found a great asccessories shop^^ we ended buying loads of ascessories!!!
me and haz was really going gaga!!! hahahaha!!! then we chatted till late...
but one thing happened to me till now im really thinking bout it....
the "thing" that i wanted so much was infront of my eyes and i could see it clearly...i was stunned and totally speechless...
I REALLY WANTED IT!
but~~~ one thing Dan said to me that slap me back to reality was....
you should be Grateful.
i was at the verge of bursting into tears...but i hold on..
i was like a lost child or a child who couldn't get what she wanted...
SPOILED BRAT!
i was staring into blank space....repeating to myself...i really wanted it...
its here but...hais
sorry haz...dan..hafizah..besok and dee...
sorry for being such a worry...
now i really thought hard about it... and i had decided^^
i really thank DAN for saying that to me!
And E.T who knows me too well and always supporting me!!! thnks guys!

IM GRATEFUL^^

2009-11-26T19:56:00.003+08:00

COSPLAYERS FTW!!!!!!
(To hell with suckers !!!!)

2009-11-25T15:05:00.003+08:00

AND ONE MORE BLOODY THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS SINGAPORE
SSSSSSSOOOO
OOOBBBBBBBBBBSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDD(obsessed)
WITH KOREANS OR KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK I REALLY WANT TO MIGRATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WISH I HAD A GOD-FAIRY TO DISINFECT THIS COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL FUCKING PEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF ALL MY 5 SENSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(This has made me a convert...next time u will see me listening to anime songs and joining otaku fanclub and my new hang out place is moe moe cafe!!!!! and my wardrobe will be full of samurai swords! cosplay costumes and etc!!!
Because im fed up with the people i hate being soo in love with korea...it's time for a change)

2009-11-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

IM SOOOOO FUCKIN SICK TILL I CAN DROP DEAD NOW!!!! DAMNIT!!!!! 6 PUPPETS!!!!!! 3 PLAYKITS!!!!!! 3 DETAILED LESSON PLANS!!!! STORYTELLING TEST!!!!!!! 6 ACTIVITIES OBJECTIVES!!!!! PROJECTS ARE TO BE COMPLETED BY 11 DECEMBER!!!!!! FUCK ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!! AND THIS FLU ISN'T HELPING EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I WISH TO HAVE A BLOODY GOD-FAIRY OR GENIE OR ANYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-15T22:23:00.007+08:00

Wished that both of you had hold on much longer....and not turning your backs on me....

2009-11-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

SHALL UPDATE SOONNNNNN~~~~~~I SHALL PUSH MINHO DOWN!!!!~~~~ but i loovee him!! lols!!!

boomz

2009-10-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

JESUS.

AMEN!

- hyewon hacking rofl~

2009-10-18T15:50:00.015+08:00

Hahas!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED^^ My bro^^ omg!! 25yrs old already!!! do you know that i went to call everyone just to confirm your age!! ur OLD!!! hahhaha!!!
EDNA TIANG!!! hahaha!!! was sooo surprised til she fainted!!! see above pictures^^ hahahhahahaha!!!!! yeah3!!! hahahahaha!!!!
(i have alot to tell but im in no mood today)

2009-10-13T18:23:00.005+08:00

IM FEELING TRIUMPHANT NOW LIKE WHEN I WON MY TENNIS TOURNAMENT!!!!!!!(PSP game)
MUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!
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SCHOOL STARTS AT 1PM TML!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe this such luck has been bestowed upon me^^
you know you know the feeling that goes...
BOOMZ!!!

2009-10-13T18:15:00.005+08:00

Arrrgghhh!!! i don't have to choose right??? do i?? do i?? MBLAQ or b2st!!! because im in love with

Ki Gwang!!!!!! Jang goon!!!

GYA BUUUUU~~~!!!!

2009-10-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

I LOVED THEM ALREADY!!! MY HUSBAND DID A GREAT JOB PRODUCING THEM!!!!~
GYABUUUUUU~~~~!!!!!!

OH YES!!! Hwaiting!!

2009-10-10T23:13:00.013+08:00

THANK YOU^^ TO MY AWESOME FAMILY AND AUNTS AND CUZZIES^^ thank you aunt for buying this book im eyeing for months!!!! i read almost half of i as soon i got it^^ I LOVE SOPHIE KINSELLA!!!!!hahahs!! and thank you cocoa tree for the cute that i must totally blog about^^ its my cute RED AND YELLOW M&M's!!!!! hahahahs!!! SEOUL GARDEN was packed but the atmosphere was fun^^ had my fill of beef bulgogi and kimchi^^and my fav YAM and MINT ice SCREAM^^ hahahahahas!! yeah i LOVE2 my family loads^^ THANKS AGAIN^^ Happy 18th to me^^ i can take my driving license now^^ hahahahhahahaha!!

2009-10-10T22:07:00.009+08:00

Many THANK YOU'S to all the people who had wished me^^ didn't expect all randoms people to say happy birthday^^ i really appreciate it^^ TO SUCKAS TO MADE MY DAY AT SENTOSA^^ MANY MANY THANKS^^ really had fun^^ esp talking crap in the water and bullying ASS-RUL!!!!! hahas!! thanks for the cake^^ it tasted like RUM actually that tinge of rum!!! OMG!!! hahahahahha!!! the way we dun wan to throw our faces flat on the pizza hut floor was funny^^ lols!!! every details is precious to me^^ (esp the one surprise behind my collage!!!!) hahhahaahhahahahahahaha!! that was damn hilarious till now that i look at it!!! ~ hahahahas!! thanks guys^^

(ps. i have photos that im suppose to post but facebk is givin me probs so shall update later)

HYEWON THANK YOU FOR ACTUALLY POST A DEDICATION FOR ME ^^ AHAHAHAH^^ LIZARD FACE^^ ( shall i do it if i see you??) muahahahha!!
THANKS AGAIN^^

But i do wish someone had wished me a great day... i feel guilty..i dunnoe if i had hurt the person or anything or the person had slipped and forgot my birthday..i was kind of worried till now... i hope im someone significant in that someone's life...

2009-10-07T19:03:00.005+08:00

My mood sucks these few weeks man....i feel so effing lost man...hmms..whatever..
Today went to cut at a neighborhood salon and i can tell between a high end salon and a normal cheap neighborhood salon.. I did not go to my usual salon because mom wanted to cut her hair since we are near this shop...and here are the few differences..
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Neighborhood salon-when i arrived at the shop the hairdresser was eating her meal..and when we greeted her with full enthusiasm, with a face like a mule she replied "cut who? how many?"
My mood totally changed man but i just give it a try..It's just hair right?? it can grow back before you know it...

High End Salon- When arrive at my usual salon they always greet me first and serve chinese tea to me..the junior hairdressers was fun to talk to...the manager usually does my because she knows my hair..because i've been there to rebond..treatment,perm and cut every 4 months and now i regret not going there this time round!!!!

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Neighborhood salon-not that im being so clean freak or anything but the hair on the floor was irritatingly DISGUSTING!!! urggghh!! i told myself to calm down and stop being petty..and proceed to sit on the chair...The magazines there was OMG scary...Mostly being auntie-fied!!!

High End Salon-The floors are very very very clean !!!! The manager would always pester the juniors to sweep the floor and clean every single thing!! I would feel very relax at the salon and happy of cos!! The magazine they would offer me to read was my age appropriate not some old book...and they would offer to change the magazines if i have finished running through it.. damn i regretted!!
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Neighbourhood Salon- I prayed to god that she has washed her hand throughly and sanitized it but only god knows...then she began to rampage through my pathetic hair.. without a word she starts cutting..i was like"OMG does she have telepathy or what??? she knows what i want???" but no...she does not have telepathy!! she just CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i gather all my strength to say that i do not want it to be layered just make it thin will do..she then say "layer nicer! easier! shorter also better! thinner!" i was like stunned...and that's when i know my journey to hell has begun!!!!!
High End Salon- They will always propose to me on how do i want it to be cut or styled and will always try to explain to me why this style and that style suits me or not....and they will give me a rough idea on how it should be cut for my face shape...soooo goooooodd!!!!! now im totally regretting!!
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Neighborhood salon- when she rampage through my hair...it was damn painful!!!! she was like grabbing my hair here and there and was cutting it in someway that it tugging my hair painfully!!!! i almost DIED there!! As she doesn't know that i had curls that was not meant to be cut...i should slap myself now for not telling her...there goes my $325 perm...FLY!!

High End Salon-When cutting the manager was damn careful and if she were to hurt me she would say sorry!! And my hairdresser would know how to make my hair less heavy but still maintaining the curls!!
ARRRGGHH!! IM SOO REGRETTING THIS!!
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Neighborhood salon-when finished she slapped me with a towel to get rid of the hair on shirt..there was no wash nor any moisturizer given to my already disastrous hair!! and the price was 10 bucks..seriously i wouldn't mind paying more if there was these services..!! im soo regretting this experience!!!
High End Salon- they will wash my hair with this cooling shampoo which is my shampoo^^ since its formulated for me^^ they would double check things and give me massages...they would always put this serum and conditioner!! and the price would be $40 bucks..
I DON'T MIND!!!
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So much for experience huh?
ya i deserve this!!
i look like a horrorshow now !! DR MONG KENSTEIN help me!!!
my advice go to your regular salon don't CHANGE!!!!
you'll definitely regret it like me unless you don't mind being horror-strucked^^

2009-10-06T19:50:00.012+08:00

IM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY TILL MY EYES CAN POPPED OUT OF MY SOCKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY ALBUMS HAVE ARRIVED!!!!! Finally!!!!!!!!! ARRRRGGGHHH!!! i was in the toilet doing my business suddenly when i was out my sis was shouting at me!! "YOUR ALBUMS HAVE ARRIVED YOU SUCKER STOP GRINNING!!" hahahs!!! she even said the postman was wondering why our house has so many security cameras!! DAMN THOSE LOAN SHARKS!!
Back to my screaming!!Bought RAINISM RECOLLECTION!!!!! WHICH WAS AWESOME!!!! The full movie of lovestory gave me thrills man!!!! i was crying when he died!! OMG!! BI!!!!! hahahas!!! Next was JEWELRY SOPHISTICATED album!!!!! Which I NEVER REGRET BUYING THE FIRST PRESS!!!!!! its sooo chic and SOPHISCATED indeed!!!! it looks exactly like LV's box!! which was ULTRA CHIC!!!! The Photocards are damn niceeeee!!! The songs are DAMN GOOD!!! Next is 2pm TIME FOR CHANGE!!!! OMG!!! loved them since 10/10!!! i did not post the pic out of respect to HOTTEST who are boycotting..but seriously i feel bad for the rest too.... PARK JAEBUM!!!! WHAT TIME IS IT NOW!!!!!! Next was DONG BANG'S SECRET CODE!!!!! YUNHOOO!!!!!! i got YUNHO!!!!!!!!! YUNHO!!!!! hahahhas!!!! Dong Bang Shin Ki album never disappoint me!!!! ALL SONGS ARE INCREDIBLE!!! Next one was Gu hye sun's album which wasn't mine!! hahahs! but the album jacket is COOL!!! hahahas!!!
I LOVE MY ALBUMS!!! AND THIS WAS MY BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR MYSELF!!!! yeah!!!!!

(the picture were ugly because my sis was disturbing with her antics!!!)

2009-10-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

With powerful charisma and Dance moves!!! SHE' BACK and STRONGER!!
THIS LADY IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!
(Im soooooo GONNA GET HER ALBUM!!!!)

2009-10-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hari Raya with sec school mates...It was a suprisingly fun than i thought it would be!! sweet moments where we reminisce about the funny embarassing memories!! Everybody is grown up and now instead of talking about school and stuffs we talked about driving license and future jobs! i feel very funny and weird but its really a day where we gather and share a laughter or two...but
sorry guys im too lazy to load the photos! muahahhaa!!!

2009-10-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today kinda sucks...Things aren't going the way i wanted it to.... Firstly was the results...early in the morning..damn i hate my results!!!!DON'T ASK ME WHY!!!!! Secondly was going out shopping with the folks....haiss...you know how they rush you....and all the shirt i wanted to was snapped up...i was DEVASTATED!!!!!!!! the shoe that i was suppose to buy was OUT OF SIZE!!!!!!!!!!! damn everything!!! i feel like crying!!!! Thirdly was the new conditioner which bombed my pockets (above picture)!!!! 56 bucks for conditioner!!! i dunnoe why the HELL i bought it!!! i feel like chopping off these tresses!!!!!!!!! worries GONE!!!!! i feel so fed up!!! arrggh!!! but one thing im aiming!! the DKNY bag !!! new arrivals!!!! SO HAWT!!!! damn!! i also need SHOES!!! but im saving for my drving license!!! darn it!!!! wadever it is i want
NEW COTHES OR = DEATH!!!! IM A SHOPAHOLIC AND THAT'S THAT!!!

2009-10-01T22:54:00.007+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! hahahhaa!!! late update...hahahas!! F1ROCKS!!! At the BayGrandStand!!!! damn it was NOISY!!! hahaha!! earplugs!! it was absolutely an experience^^ Regretted that never went to the F1 ROCKS concert!!!! AND my BI was here actually in SINGAPORE CHINESE GARDEN WITH MARK WEBBER!!!!!!! hahhaas!! saw him show his NINJA skills!! Hi yak-DIshhhh!!! hahahhas!! SO HOT!!!!! okok^^ if i start to talk about him i cant stop!!!! hahahhahaha!! okok back to the scene at the Bay...it was HUMID!! arrggghh!! and for whatever reason we spent 20 bloody bucks on coke and mineral water!!!!! EACH DAMN BOTTLE IS 5 BLOODY BUCKS!!!!!! arrggh!! but wads paid cant be unpaid??...lols!!! it was fun^^ but next year i will go to the concert^^ VROOMMMMM~~~!!

2009-09-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

Behind these poses...Behind these smiles...im missing someone important that could complete this whole family....Hari Raya ain't right w/o you DADDY............im troubled...im sick...mom misses you badly...can u hear us??? i never ever will enjoy another Hari Raya w/o you...because you lightened the family...you make us...US! u make us happy...you make us believe...daddy i really missed you soooo much....theres a blank space in this picture....its a space for you DAD.......as im writing im crying real hard now ..but can you hear me?? i bet you cant..because i realised i cant share any joy or sorrow with you anymore....i miss your hugs...nighttime kisses...your jokes...your smile...the way you always remind me to study hard and believe in myself.....i miss you....i wish you would come back but i know its impossible......you are resting far in heavens and i wish to see you for the last time and hug you tightly daddy.....i really wished........

2009-09-15T15:09:00.001+08:00

SE7EN!! YG FAMILY^^ its good to see them..especially mr 7!!!! he's doing well^^

2009-09-15T14:29:00.009+08:00

Slacking with the two crazy suckers!!! Bullied me till i have gone from sane to insane!!!

they may look angelic but once their mouth starts to open.....ITS THE END!
P.S i won't give you guys the pictures!!!!!! muahahahahhahaha!!!!!! spam my phone somemore lah sly.....spam....lols!!!!!

2009-09-09T20:13:00.009+08:00

Jaebeom posted:

"Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebeom.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter.
I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.
From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.
However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.

Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebeom"

TO THE FREAKIN ANTIS!!!!!
AGAIN AND AGAIN YOU DESTROY PEOPLE'S LIFE!!!! NO LIFE BLOOD SUCKERS!!!!!! TODAY IS 090909 AND I SHALL CURSE YOU MOTHER-EFFING CREEPS!!!!!
I CURSE YOU DARN CREEPERS TO JUST FAIL IN YOUR LIFE AND JUST COMMIT SUICIDE MAN!! THIS IS KARMA...WHAT YOU GUYS DID TO JAY IS UNFORGIVABLE!!!
CANT YOU SEE HOW SINCERE HE IS???????? GUESS YOU CREEPS WONT UNDERSTAND!!! EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES!!! NOBODY IS PERFECT YOU CREEPS!!!!! LIKE YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT ANGELS AND UR IDOLS ARE SIMPLY PERFECT!!!!! DUN LET ME CHOKE ON MY FINGERS MAN!!!!
WE THE HOTTEST WILL SUPPORT JAY FOREVER AND W/O HIM THERE IS NO 2PM!!!!!!! JAY IS THE LEADER AND SOLELY THE LEADER!!!!!
HE IS SINCERE AND SEEKS REDEMPTION YOU PILE OF SHITHEADS!!!!

To jay.....please come back...be safe...stay healthy....dun do rash decisions...the boys needs you....wild bunny would not be the same w/o you....wish you will come home a new and stronger HYUNG to the boys...OPPA to us...and a GREAT LEADER FOR 2PM!!!! lotsa love to you!!!!HWAITTING!!!!

2009-09-01T17:22:00.018+08:00

Yeah!!! i didn't saved the last post and its all gone and i gave up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!

Frustrating!!!!!!! i know how u feel ass-rul!!! and i'll briefly crap about the lost of my previous post!! now my mood is SUCKY...so will my post be~!!!
Okay i'll start on a *Happy* note
i've gotten my ALBUMS!! my sweet2 HEARTBREAKER!&2NE1*
but disappointing tho...my HEARTBREAKER is DAMAGED=.=
THANK YOU YESASIA!!=.=
but thank god my 2NE1* is safely shipped^^
Secondly thank you HYEWON for walking to the MRT to pass me the albums because after i watched BREATHE...I CANT BREATHE!!
Thirdly i went out with EUNNA^^ i wanted to buy a bag^^ so she accompanied me^^ we crap as usual & as usual EUNNA&ME will give cold stares if we heard WG or SUJU or apparently anything got to do with kpop because now i totally don't know that now is the TREND of NOBODY AND SORRY2 SHIT!!
because ALMOST EVERYONE IS USING NOBODY RINGTONES!!!!!!!
Fourthly i watched speedy movie with Eunna because i pestered her alot!! lols!
its darn good^^
Fifthly IM NOW STUDYIN MY ASS OUT!!!!!!!

2009-08-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

생일축하해요!!!!!!

To my one and only MR GEEDEE!! sorry for the late update ):
To G-yongiie~
even when many didn't believe in you...I BELIEVED
even when many discriminated you...i was there SUPPORTING YOU
even when i was not attending your concerts..i know you always DO YOUR BEST FOR YOUR BELOVED FANS and im PROUD to be your fan because its you who change my life...i THANK you for that...

P.S!!! FOR ALL HATERS IM GONNA START MY RANT HERE!!!
ALL YOU MOTHER-FUCKIN HATERS CAN JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! U DUMBFUCKS DON'T EVEN KNOW SHIT ABOUT G-YONG AND YET YOU ARE DISCRIMINATING HIS MUSIC!!!! WHAT THE HECK WITH U PESKY SHITS TRYIN TO COMPARE HIS ALBUM COVER WITH AN UNKNOWN ARTIST ALBUM JACKET AND FOR YOUR INFO IT DOESN'T EVEN LOOKED THE SAME IN ANY FUCKIN WAY!!!! DO YOU SEE G-YONG'S ALBUM JACKET HAVING TWO PONYTAIL AND SMILING??????? ITS BLEEDING AND ITS BALD FOR GOODNESS SAKE YOU BLIND SUCKAS!!! NO LIFE FUCKERS!!! JUST LIKE WHAT HYEWON SAID WATCHING PORN IS A BETTER OPTION RATHER THAN YOU WASTE YOUR BLOODY TIME IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER DESK AND SEARCH THE SIMILARITIES THAT MIGHT MATCH G-YONG'S CREATIVENESS!!!! AND ARE YOU SHOCKED?? BECAUSE HIS SONG DOESN'T EVEN SOUND LIKE RIGHT ROUND...LISTEN FOR YOURSELVES SUCKAS...OR MAYBE NOT BECAUSE U MIGHT WANNA WATCH PORN INSTEAD^^ AND FUCKERS OUT THERE HE'S BACK AND FRESHLY DRESSED... AND IM PROUD TO BE HIS PUSSY LITTLE FAN GIRL WHATEVER YOU CALL IT ...

To g-yongiie again^^ may u succeed in the future and please feed our hearts with your rocking music!!! stay healthy and cheerful and love us forever^^

2009-08-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

May heavens protect u from harm daesungiie~ im worried for u and i cried when i hear you are suffering from excruciating pain. I will pray for u to recover and be back safe^^ take a good rest^^

2009-08-14T20:20:00.001+08:00

And our LONELY TOURIST with MR RONALD^^ MAC makes u smile i GUESS! lols!!

The Elephant & HIPPO!!!! lols!! sucka!
SEE THE DUMPLING ^^^^ lols!!
Look at my Noob face!! wait lla LYNN!!! no ready!

l LOOK THE SIAO_VIA!! LOLS!

Another Part Of Me And My Life^^
Trip to Zouk Flea and alot places because we showed a tourist(ASRUL) around town area^^ muahhahahaha!!

2009-08-14T19:55:00.001+08:00

Edna's MR kiap-kiap!!! biting me!!!! arrgghhh!! lols!!

Yeah!!! at last blogger has restored my long lost toolbar^^ now i can upload crazy pictures i've taken and bla...bla..bla.. if u find it lame or ridiculous just mind your own blog.. u don't need to bother about me because i...
FUCKING DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!

2009-08-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i blogged man~~ here's how my life goes since i cant uploads photos i shall blabber my way thru...
a lot has happen....some i forgot...and some i shall keep...firstly i GOT AN A+ for my assignment!!! at last!!! hardwork paid off^^ secondly i had loads of outings^^ and too badly i didn't shop because nothing is good yet!!! but now i ITCH to shop!! sucka!! nowadays i beginning to re-adjust myself to school since there are total CRAZY people in my class especially SIAO-VIA!! hahahhas!! yeah and i love going to hanguk lessons bcos edna^^ hahahs!! my confidante^^ and my cute teacher that i adore^^ she made us tteok to eat!! yum2!! hahahs!! yeah that's about it ...like i said i forgot some...yeah.. if this blogger shit can upload my photos already i shall upload...more fun to see than reading this boring summary.. yep till next month if im free bcos my freakin exams are coming!!! yeah shit!!! CIAO~

2009-07-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

Eventhough he is a Crazy-ASS monkey!!! I ADORED HIM!Mong-ie ah~~~!! album coming out soon^^ yeah^^

2009-07-26T01:44:00.003+08:00

My playkit! the Wonder Kid(kit) finish touches and it'll be done^^ hoping an A!!!!!! seriously!! this thing is fucking SWEAT AND BLOOD!!!! and also many many thanks to my TEAM^^

2009-07-26T00:56:00.012+08:00

phew~ a wave of things just happen in my life..few happy ones and sad ones... celebrated lynn's birthday..that was so fun^^.. we played flour and ask her to walk around in public asking strangers for signatures and telling them it was her birthday!!! PEE-NUTS family are really NUTS for your info^^ we do crazy stuffs^^ we are not NORMAL^^.. had my assignment for miss pearl's DONE! a huge burden of my shoulders....that was the good news...blah..blah..blah.. the bad news..i got a B+ for my anecdotal record assignment...i was hoping an A because a simple mistake lead me to a B is that i did not double space my work!!! what the-__-.... fucked up!!! i really wanted an A... but shit~~~ any ways enough blabber..im actually doin documentation for my playkit assignment but i can't resist blogging because its been long man!! sorry guys-__-!!! so i shall upload my cooking assignment for young and fussy children pictures^^ hope its getting an A or i'll shoot myself!!! BANG!!!!

2009-07-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

Im feeling fuckin dead..seriously fuckin bad...and seriously i feel fuckin irritated..why my route is so sucky..why cant i do this..do that...why do people judge???? why do people care about mistakes???why do people give a FUCK about your life!!~

OH SO FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW-__-

2009-07-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

This week of school was abit sucky... and it ended sucky too....i skipped too many classes and even did not attend school...its bloody stupid of me...i guilty as charged..sooner or later the warning letter will be distributed....darn it!~ today i even reassured myself that its not bad at all to go school...imagine me mumbling alone in the bus...hmms...BUT...i thank god there's the PEE-NUTS in my class who always encourage me and force me to go school..i appreciate it guys^^ hippo..elephant..squirrel...my laughing partners...hahahs... next i've done my project but i have painted orange yet and haven touch up.. because i need to get orange at the stores tommorrow..This week was fun too as i attend my hanguel lessons..boy its hard...eunna help me!!! im slow...but i wil never regret attending it^^ and after lesson had supper with eunna at mac^^ i was so happy the garlic sauce was back^^ hahahs! tried the cinnamon melts^^ i love sweets stuffs no doubt~ especially i love wen school has those students selling ice-cream^^ me and lynn with smile to each other and say.."steady?!" ahahas! MELONA is darn good^^ me and lynn will also planned for second round man^^ ~ back to eunna and me^^ hahahas! i have the most scariest incident while walking with her! hahaha! A nerd wearin the same cap as her!!!! i was like shit!!! eunna was screaming like almost hysterical!! hahahhaha! we were laughing our ass off man!! sorry eunna ^^ gotta post this dude^^ haaha! that's about all...next week i shall TRY to come to school at 8am everyday...NO CHOICE or i'll be DEAD!!!!

(to my team here's the pic of the project hope its okay^^)

2009-07-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

First day of school reopen again...i skip two classes and attended only one....i know i am always late...that's why they are making the shirt miss LATE for me....actually school was fun due to the PEE-NUTS...because they are really NUTS!! First day ...i got my philosophy assignment essay...and i got a lousy B-.... Sucky right?? i hope other assignments will gt at least A- because i did it with my efforts and group.... AIMING FOR A!!!!!!!!! watch me!!! hahhahas! sucker! also today did project...2weeks only man~ HOPING our playkit would be a BANG!!! i want A badly~ and CE powerpoint slides i hope A too....if not i'll die!! seriously!!!!! arrggghhh!!!!!

jiyongie ah~ give me your brain!! or Bi hoonie ah~ give me money^^ i wanna be a Tai-tai... lol! in my bloody DREAMS!!!!!

(-__-) look at the kid smirking at my pathetic B-
arrrggh!!

2009-07-06T00:12:00.004+08:00

Im like not SLEEPING whereas i should!!!!!! damn school!!!! im like watching MY Precious U^^ last ep! i love how things end! Jeonseol and family are the best!! and tigger and jaera got married!! lols!!! damn cute!! hahhaa! now trying to watch naked kitchen^^ min ah is damn adorable and ji hoon(not my husbang ji hoon) is pretty hawt^^ lols! cant sleep-_- tommorrow thanni's les6son...heaving a HUGE sigh*

And tomorrow i need to do my morning waking up exercise like above

2009-07-05T02:45:00.002+08:00

Just got back from watching TRANSFORMERS...midnight movie...IT WAS SPECTACULAR AND FREAKING AWESOME!!!! .....love the auto Bikes man....its darn hot! today is like my last day to sleep in late so trying to use it all i can till wee in the morning^^ school starting...i m getting a bit school phobia...i just cant find something to really motivate me to go to school..i love my course but...somethings are best left unsaid....hais...yeah now the only things that makes me go to school is my projects...but one thing i will look forward is my lessons with eunna^^ at last getting a proper language programme^^ love it... kamsahamnidda eunna^^ hehehe.... and somebody help me!!! i cant post pictures!!! and it sucks!!!!!!

(AT LAST MY BLOG HAS BEEN REPAIRED)!!!!!!
WEEEEHOOOOO!!!!!!
i can upload many many pics^^

2009-06-30T03:47:00.007+08:00

Watching old film from MJ and it made me cried like s**t ..its like while i was watching it, i suddenly reminisce the moments when i was a kid..with my bro.sis.me sitting in front of the TV and under my daddy's armpits .. GHOST was phenomenal..its much scary than other shitty ghost stories nowadays..TRUST ME ON THIS.. remembering how i sneak under my daddy's armpit to not see the film because seriously its darn scary...MJ not just influenced people via his music or dance moves but he made people remember all those sweet memories of our childhood..the moments when we gathered as a family to act out his movements..hilarious...i miss my dad...really much...my life seems to be out of control..i need a pillar to straightened my life again..but it'll never happen...it'll just never gonna happen again.....

2009-06-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

credits hyewonniie^^ hahahs..jus gotta post! so SICK!!~

2009-06-28T01:46:00.008+08:00

NAMAN BARABWA PART 2...... CRAZY!

2009-06-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

why cant money grow on trees~ -_-

2009-06-28T00:49:00.007+08:00

Went to the flea market at basement 5 ...which i thought its a far away deserted place...but actually...hahahaha!! only we know why..hahaha! bought few stuffs...its was damn HOT,SWEATY,STICKY,YUCKY!!!!!! but i could have find more things if it weren't that HOT and SWEATY!!!! lynn and slyvia miss me too much..hahhahas!! but i hope flea market will be open-aired or not i'll suffocate!!! DAMN how i wish i could buy more stuffs...lessons learnt...bring many many cash or you'll die...cuz there isn't any ATM near you...second bring mini fan..thirdly WATER!!!! hahahas!

2009-06-28T00:40:00.004+08:00

Went to eunna's house and was damn excited!!!!!!!!~~~ GOT MY SECRET CODE!!!!! and its YUNHO~ haahahha! only thing i lost the poster on the way to the airport -_- but at least i got YUNHO~~ hahahaha! and i love the shoes eunna bought!! its sizzling!!!! see 4 urself ^^

2009-06-28T00:29:00.009+08:00

25june...hyewon birthday+ my husband's birthday+the stupid FT-I ~ so much to say..all i can say it was laughter all the way...especially the mc'donald incident with eunna and yaya..we screamed our lungs out just because it was coincidental i got YUNHO oppa's card when i open my secret code album^^!! hahahas! the whole mc's was dead silence...until one woman said my god...hahahaha!! our cheeks were red man~~ lols...had fun^^ i shall quit my blabber and post the photos^^

2009-06-27T23:39:00.006+08:00

Firstly a tribute to the "KING OF POP" the GREAT KING MR MICHAEL JACKSON.....
grew up with his music....lived with his influenced....he's gone but never forgotten...the greatest idol...cried badly because he reminded me of daddy.. his my daddy's idol...his departure brings heartaches to me...my daddy was 50 when he left me too....

2009-06-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

생일 축하해!!!!!!!!!!!

My Beloved Ji Hooniie^^ i don't want to get mushy man~~ stop kalyisah! stop! hahahas!! i shall stop!! hahahahs!! i JUST LOVE HIM CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!사랑해요!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THIS IS MESSAGE IS FOR MY BELOVED DONG SAENG^^ hyewonnie^^ 생일 축하해!!!!!!!!!!! Happy 16th birthday^^사랑해요!!!!!

2009-06-24T02:05:00.000+08:00

Hyewon request granted^^ watched dance subaru with eunna..hyewonnie and yaya^^ its was a darn good show man!! this woman is bloody flexible man~~~ hahahs! i thought bolero was only the audio but DONG BANG really was in the show and BoA unnie song too!!!! we were screaming!!! apparently only hyewon was the one who said shut up..crazy people~ hahahas! me and eunna was holding each other screamin like stupid fangirls! who would not drool over them man~ hyewon is an exception...haahahah!! but i regret about the show is that we came in late!!!! because of the fuckin BBQ chicken!!!! we went there because of DONG BANG!! but the service was like TOOOOT!!!! no words can describe my frustration over the manager!!!! nearly called off the order but it came when we just wanted to lift our butts up!!!! shit! so no choice but jus ate...did not manage to eat it though...but who cares~~ hahahs! did not manage to take much photos too with yaya -_- but i got few stupid photos we took with the furoshiki-shikis~ hahaahs!! so hyewon wish is granted^^ thnk u for browsing ~ have a nice day^^ lols!!! stupid~~p/s hyewon don't laugh at ahjummas^^ lol

2009-06-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

i just love the combination..just got to post it!! yeah!! Boa unni!!

2009-06-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's Day!!! Hope you are in heaven above enjoying the days...mama is well taken cared of by us daddy^^ don't worry^^
I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!! daddy i love you....everyday i will cherish mama like you cherish us^^ daddy i promise to be a successful person and give mama a wonderful life she deserves most^^

2009-06-20T02:27:00.000+08:00

love this pic...ONE DAY~ JO KWONNIE!!! JUNHO AH~

2009-06-20T02:24:00.000+08:00

http://www.funstufftosee.com/rearrange.html

Everyone!!!! Attention!!! please see this man!!! im like ROFL!!! with hyewon...(the mastermind) lols!!!! its good shit for your shitty afternoons!!! lols!

2009-06-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

Im so darn tired(jiyong save me!!~)....thought that the holidays would bring me peace but....wadeva~ mommy shop has officially opened^^ foot detox anyone?? hahas! so happy that she has a place to keep her mind off from my dad's passing...sorry guys if i never update...working+lazy to update...lols.. didn't go much...sad...but at least meet up with edna to eat YOGURU^^ yum2! damn nice man~ HYEWON wake up! hahas! i thought you were in trouble or something..because its not like you to be late..hahas...i shall quit my blabber and post fun photos aites^^ see ya^^ lols!

2009-05-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

These few days i feel very stuffed up...i don't really know how to relief these anxiety within me...what's wrong i tell myself...but there's no reply yet...all i do is to hurl up in bed and sigh to myself...my work is piling up but why am i not doing anything..instead i stood dumb in my room...why am i doing this to myself? my best secondary pal gave me a PPT slide and i realize what is actually making feel this way...i realize i insulted myself to much and never did i loved it..
but now i still don't love myself..
its frustrating
very annoying
but...
i really feel so small..
sick..
tired..
anxious..
why did i do this?
its been a long time since i let out my frustrations...
but in the end...
i still need to put on the mask
to please.......~ -.-

2009-05-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

LAUGHIN MY ASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

PERFECT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAMEN....TSUKEMEN....JAEJOONG IKEMEN!!!!!!!!!! T concert!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! CHINGU-YO!!!~
hehe!!!! darn cute!!!
DONG BANG!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE DANCE SUBARU!!! BOLERO!!!!!!! DARN HOT MAN!!!!

2009-05-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THE SHOES!!!!!!! ANGEL WINGS!!!!

I LOVE MY SHOES AND ITS KILLIN ME!!!! I WAN IT BADLY!!!

2009-05-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

GOT MY CALENDAR+NOTEBOOK+ILOVERAIN FILE!!!!I LOVE IT!!!

2009-05-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM^^ and YAN CI SHUT UP OR I"LL KILL YOU!

2009-05-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Feeling so sick right now~ tomorrow another long day~ another long week~ and my assignments are piling and its scary~ arrrgggh! sorry guys if i never updated my blog...too tired~ Lazy~ and sick~ argggh! so i decided to post some of my hot BF photos **P hahas! okok!
ps** i love bong's new hair! i love his style lla!~ arrggh!

2009-05-10T18:24:00.000+08:00

the space version made me cry like hell man~ MY DRE BEATS!!!! arrgg!!!! CL AND PARK BOM THE BEST!!!~

2009-05-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

is he adorable or what man!~ MINZY is darn lucky to be his dongsaeng! arrggg!~ haiis*...*

2009-05-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

Shopping trip to iluma the kanina and haji lane cum project doin at edna's block! hahas!~

i wanna shop more but its vesak day so shops are closed!!!!! and a shopkeeper even thought we are foreigners from jakarta! rich indonesians! hahas! and it was the most unluckiest day for hyewon ~ hahas! stupid taxi driver!!!! arrggh!~